Samhain

Samhain is tomorrow :) Said "SAH-win"  It's HALLOWEEN for those who don't know better.

My favorite holiday. To me, it's better than Christmas. Sure, there's no presents, but Samhain is so much better. You honor the loved ones past, and get to communicate with them. The vail from one world to the other is thinner. You can dress the way you want to, and NO ONE will judge you for being different.

I would love to wear my cape all winter long, I would love to dress in my wiccan dress all the time, but then, people would think I'm strange.

I want to get some ritual clothes, but I am waiting until I have my altar set up permanently.

This is the week most of my father's family died, and the funerals were held on Halloween. (easier crossings)

I remember when I was 6, my grandfather died. We buried him on Halloween. I went home that night, dressed all black in my witch's costume and begged everyone to bring me out trick or treating. I said "Grandpa's not gone. I'll talk to him later. Right now, he wants me to go get candy!"  No one believed me, but my mother had someone bring me for an hour or so after I begged and begged and begged.  They thought I was being greedy because I still wanted to trick or treat, but that was when I first believed what I believe. Truly, without a doubt.

Every year since? I trick or treat (myself or with my children, or friends kids), and go home, light a candle & talk to my dearly missed loved ones.

My grandmother joined him 5 years ago, and since, I haven't heard from them. I guess they've moved forward.  <3 I miss them, but I'm glad they're together again.

Merry we meet, merry we part, merry we meet again.

Blessed Be

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MY Black Magic opinion

I felt the desire to post my opinion about black magic and hexes. I don't like the idea of them. Not for the fact that they hurt people and such, but because, in the end, you'll only end up hurting yourself.

My ex-mother-in-law did her share of dark magic. I'm not exactly sure how or anything. But I do know, NOW that she was to blame for my ankle being broken.

The day I broke my ankle? I was doing laundry like any other day, I slipped on the stairs and my ankle broke in three places, and two more in my foot.  It took over a year to heal.

I sent out a Karma spell aimed at my Ex because he has hurt everyone he's ever "been with" He finds weak and vulnerable women, and exploits them.  He found me when I was weak, insecure, and "damaged goods". Then? He decided to take me away from the few friends I had, and made me think my family didn't love me in any degree. First thing he did was pull me away from everyone, making him the only person I had to link me to "the real world", Next I got pregnant (while on birth control) and he started cheating on me (not sure exactly when that started...  After the baby was born, he started hitting me. This is AFTER the emotional abuse I tried to ignore. Then I forgave him for the physical abuse, until the day he RAPED ME!

I saw him "happy" and raising another person's child as if that was his kid. AFTER he abandoned my TWO children by him, and his daughter by his second wife. He also beat her, and almost killed wife #2.  He then put almost Wife #3 into the hospital, for over two weeks, from his abuse...

I decided he needed Karma to visit him. Indeed it did! Karma came to many of us. Him, his mother, his brother, and ME!

His mother had surgery or something on her leg, the same as what I broke. For what she said "was no reason" but it was necessary.  He was finally caught working and not paying child support. He's also being abused by this girlfriend he lives in another state with.

ME? Well, This year is full of POSITIVES. and I might have a few bad days, emotional break downs, and not the best of moods. In the grand scheme of things? Everything is going great. Karma is finally giving me my dues. (happy thoughts)

So! About the Black Magic, Dark Magic, Curses, Hexes??? Why don't I mess with that stuff???  Because it'll come back to me. I try to keep my temper under control, I try to stay calm, relaxed, and positive. I try to take bad things as they come, try not to stress out too much, and send out blessings and positivity daily.

WHY???

The rule of THREE! The KARMA RULE! The way EVERYTHING comes back times three. I see it as, every single "good deed" I complete, will inturn come back to me times three. For instance, If I give $50 to charity. Whether it's the fire department, children's hospital, womens' center, cancer...ect.. I feel that will come back to me. It doesn't mean it'll be $150 in cash, but it could be that feeling it gave those people to have help from that money, returned to me by three. Having help that is WORTH that money? Anything really.

<3<3<3

Merry we meet, merry we part, merry we meet again.

Blessed Be

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Wiccan Calendar.

I've decided I want to create a calendar for next year. I've got some cute ideas. I'm going to base it on our religion.

First 8 photos will be still lives of the Sabbaths. The other four? I'm not quite so sure just yet. Any ideas?

Merry we meet, merry we part, merry we meet again.

Blessed Be

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Christians...

I love Christians. Especially when they find out I'm Wiccan, and tell me I'm going to hell. I can't help but laugh. For whatever reason, they think I am going to hell! But what they don't realize, is HELL is a Christian creation.

Wicca is peaceful and loving. What's wrong with that.

I'll go to Hell, sounds like a place great for BBQs ;)

Just wanted to share a little laugh. <3

Merry we meet, merry we part, merry we meet again.

Blessed Be

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